Pls take note!! All these pics were not taken lately..about 2years back dy. Just a glimpse of what I've been through..
yoyoyo...Adrian and me!
Picture of myself at the graduation day few years back at KLCC Convention centre. Pictures are so distorted due to the extreme exposure of light.
This is Tan Hui Chuin...long lost friend taking the same course as me and graduateed together. We were both top in class too ok?? especially in DR LAU's class...hahaha.!! ...Ex- ACS-ianI left Form 5 four years back and I decided to took a course called FBDO as soon as i completed my secondary life. So the story went on by " I went to KL all by myself to the Institute to seek for hostel and more informations regarding the course" It sounds lucrative in terms of salary rm 3000 monthly. Not bad for a fresh graduates like me(earning 3k in the age of 19 years old). FYI, FBDO stands for Fellowship Of British Dispensing Optician. Sadly, it's just a professional course in Malaysia but it's widely recognised in UK and Internationally. I went on pursuing my so called dream and finally graduated with flying colour and nearly becoming TOP STUDENT of the year..Too bad,few marks away from my competitor Sharon! It was exciting and frustrated at the same time to compete with her on who get the most 100marks in class or highest marks for all accumulated tests and quizzes. We are quite competitive, almost same at the end. Battle went on till the final,obviously I lost because she is the top student. I enjoyed all our sweet battles anyway.
That's picture of her and me at Mirage Optical...Don comment on how I look like,I know I look totally different now now.Upon graduation, I have to work full time as an Optician to earn some side income as to relieve my parents burden on my future education..Work for 1 year and 6 months and I managed to save about rm22000. I never thought that I will work for that long and during the period of working, I craved for the chance to complete my degree asap but since I have financial crisis,i have to continue to work till I'm totally sick of working! For those who don't see me around in SITIAWAn...now u know why I'm always busy or forever busy. Those who are not in my shoes will never understand the condition i am going thru.. ( Ps: never love working despite getting pay every end of the month because getting this month pay reminds me of i have to continue to work for the company until u tender ur resignation letter )
Working in a prestigious shop at Pavilion shopping centre at bukit bintang called Insight Optical or Optical 88. ( same company )
Pavilion Lvl 5 ( Optical 88 )
My 1st and last annual dinner...My colleagues!! miss u guys
Leaving all grudges behind, I have to study anyway..I can't giv up hope and my future,therefore I enroll in Foundation In Science. It's not easy task for me as I'm so outcast due to my limited knowledges that are still embedded within me. I left my secondary school ( ACS ) like ages ago, and here I am to start all over again ( sort of ). Learning Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Math T and S again just cut all the craps out of me. GOSH!!! It seems so wrong to me..I wish i can tell myself that there's another way you can pick.. SAdly,none...My choice was narrowed down by my family incapability to support me educationally to go UK for my degree..Well,i guess i have to complete my degree and my foundation in Malaysia although i got an offer to Glassgow or Cardiff in UK. I just feel like life is unfair sometimes...I don deserve all these but it's happening to me for no reason and of what I'm created for. I'm start wondering what's my purpose for GOD, lepaking and wasting time on earth so that i can fill my leisure time? Whatever it is...Im doing very well in my foundation in science.....
My dream University in Uk,Cardiff
Kla...signing off here pals..
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Life is only worth it when you enjoy it. If you're not enjoying what you're doing, do something else.
A princeton university graduate once told me a story that you'll be shocked to hear from a prestigious uni grad.
A poor happy go lucky young fisherman lie on the beach enjoying the sun, the beautiful sea, the seagulls flying around and sound of the beach washing the sand.
A rich old man came and asked him, "Young man, why not you go and work, catch more fish, sell them, hire helpers, fish more, buy more boats, fish even more, then sell your fishing business, buy another bigger business, then grow it, sell it, buy another multi million dollar business.
The young man asked, "what for?"
the rich man said, "so that you can enjoy your life."
The young man said, "I'm doing that now."
well,pei xin...i don really know how to say this..u see..when someone actually not in my shoes,they can just take it lightly as in they don really understand what am I goin thru now..Imagine urself that ur family aren't able to support u financially and need u to work for 3 4 years b4 u can further u study...how would u feel and what will u be thinking? After,i've been thru it and i can honestly share my experience with u..! It's a torture!
Hey bearing grudges is a TOTALLY NEGATIVE way to live your life. There are millions of people all over the world poorer than you.
My Father was an violent alcoholic and I got no support from my family. Life is what you make it. If you think you are hard done by and feel sorry for yourself you will find it hard to move forward.
If you are in good health and can think and work, you have the basic tools to be happy. DON'T BLAME OTHERS FOR YOUR SITUATION.
Wishing you all success in your life.